andrew and esther *
Tuesday, June 06, 2006 <3 sleepless nites...
ahhh it's been 4 days alr... 4 more days to go... n i'm already turning into some nocturnal animal... my whole body clock seems to be screwed up!!! well 1stly, i woke up at like 1pm on monday afternoon... after sleeping at 2am tt morning cos i juz can't fall asleep!! ok so i slept at bout 3am this morning??? tossing n turning n wat hav u... haiz... n woke up 3 hours later cos i hav to go down to CMPB fer a blood test... hmmm thank God esther's been calling every nite... at least i dun feel so empty... nth could've helped more than her voice... realli... i mean, at least tt's wat i look forward to every single nite =)) it's hard to imagine how her voice sounds as if she's next to mi, when she's actualli miles n miles away... everydae i'll listen to e cds she burnt fer mi... how nice, all e songs she put in there... it juz reminds mi of her... n some songs r juz wayeeeeeeeeeeee sappy... makes mi feel like crying... well well it's juz 4 more days... i've planned them so as to minimize stoning time... well like i said, 4 days might seem short... then again, e past 4 days seem lightyears away... well tonite's juz as sleepless as e past 3 nites... n guess wat, i napped from 4-8pm juz now... so well i can kiss goodbye to my bed fer e next 3 hours at least... or maybe i'll try to fall asleep as much as i can... either way, i miss u esther... loads n loads... can't wait fer sundae morning...
juz another short entry by mi...
<3 andrew
neveralone ;11:46 PM
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